kymeeee's Journals on Buzznet

yesterday was the day

kymeeee — 2007-03-28T06:24:06Z

I realized you can have sunburned eyelids! I went to a soccer game yesteraday, and like a fool I forgot to bring a parasol or sunblock! I am so red that its not funny....OK so it is a tiny bit. I will jsut have to do better next time I go out. Its gonna be bad when I peel though. Just take it from me, wear SPF!!! I am honestly quite fond of baby sunblock, so everyone knows, its gentle and highly protective!

Sorry I cut this short, I wnated to say more, but alas, tehre was some gossip I had to catch up on when I should have been writing this!

another complaint on my part

kymeeee — 2007-03-26T12:08:34Z

about this website. There are way to many fakes. I really can not stand that. I mean are you people that bored with your life that you create a new one, using someone elses information, and freak out when people discover you are a liar?? Its so pitiful. Another thing, I dont really have a problem with kids who listen to stuff like Fall Out Boy or Good Charoltte (SP), but dont rub it in my face. Besides that fact, I HATE fan girls. I cant help it, people who convince themself that tehy will one day marry Pete Wentz irritate the hell out of me. I mean really, you are fucking 14 years old and unless Mr. Wentz is creepier than we already knew, he has NO INTEREST IN YOU! Get a life and stop stalking poor "celebrities" (Oh yeah, and to add to this, isnt he dating Ashlee Simpson, anyways??) One more thing, people who talk in chat speak, you can all go put it where the sun dont shine! To place the blame, you are destroying what little goodness there is in the english language by degrading it to stupid and simple sounds and abbreviations!

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I dont wanna say it like that

kymeeee — 2007-03-26T06:29:37Z

but Im sick of being the "token scene kid" at my school. Kinda ridiculous I know, being that I am in NO WAY SCENE. I have always had my own style, but it seems that people want to label me somehow, and scene is the best thing they have anymore. I wish I went back to being jsut weird, that was easy to deal with, all I had to do with that name was act like a fool, which I will admit I do excell at. But now that I am Miss McScene-y, I am expected to be on the top of myspace stuff, the newest (and I will admit stupidest) bands and do bizzarre stuff to my hair, which I really dont always care about doing. I honestly hate straightening my hair every day, dont want to starve myself so I can fit into stupid looking "ballarina" tutus, or shave off my eye brows and I dont want to look like Kiki Kannibal, so if you know me in real life drop the scene shit!

I cant believe I said that

kymeeee — 2007-03-07T06:09:15Z

Its still funny, I jsut read one of my old posts and I actually said "I will cut a bitch". funniest damn thing EVER. I will laugh about this possibly for months to come.

Anywho, Im very confused about the way some of my friends are acting. Its like, all of a sudden, Im not good enough. I dont like it, I feel like I have become old news. People are just getting to me more than anything else, perhaps, or I am just taking all of this to heart when I really shouldnt. Maybe I should say something, but I dont know. IM SO CONFUSED (note to self: invest in a thesaurus).

I am typing this all in school, where I should probably be sudying for a very important Algebra test. OR I could be doing my English work....I dont know, Im feeling lazy over school work. Whatever, Iguess I will study now.

PS: The keyboard I am using is really really shitty, so my typing may have more flaws than usual.

I got to see him again

kymeeee — 2006-11-11T13:19:54Z

Yes!! Though I didnt get to hang out with my little person very long (no names please) I atleast got to see him. Chelsea is awesome cuz she took me out 30 miles just to visit him. Anyways (apparently) he really does like me, but Im gonna have to cut a bitch so noone steals him away! Hmmm, honestly, I would love to jsut get to know him some more. Im happy, but still confused! Either way I <3 HIM!!!

Why do I convince myself of things I shouldnt care about??

kymeeee — 2006-10-22T17:38:36Z

I hate that all my suspicions about a person has come back again. I shouldnt have even gone to see him! Now Im terrified that the stupid things I said were taken to heart instead of just as palyful teasing. It should be against the law to flirt cuz its so easy to take things the wrong way, and people always get hurt along the way! All I know that I love cheesy tee shirts because some people look terribly adorable in them!

Lets talk about concerts: World Championship Tour With Atreyu and Featuring Chiodos, FFTL, and ETID otherwise known as SONNY MOORE GRABBED MY ASS!!!

kymeeee — 2006-10-21T16:52:00Z

hahaha it was an amazing show!!! OK first of all skipping classes yesterday to drive to Norfolk was a great idea and getting there 6 hours was PERFECT!!!! So I only stayed for Chiodos, FFTL and (ewww) ETID, and it was great. All my questioning of Sonny Moore is gone!!st of all, I met all of From First To Last except Wes, and I didnt get a chance to meet him. Sonny showed up and 1st while all us losers who waited for hours to get up front sat outside. He was soooo adorable and was tried to joke around with us even though he wasnt supposed to talk (saving his voice). Someone gave him a 8 lb workout ball that he wouldnt put down. He left after a while to set up and that led to us siiting around....some more.Then us losers saw Matt and Travis walk over to the mall across the street. What else was tehre to do besides follow them?? Now lets all guess where they went: Hot Topic...no.....PacSun.....no....they went to the food court....OK Taco Bell.....no.....sushi??....no.....WTF THE CHEESECAKE FACTORY???????? OH YES, two of the hottest guys in the world of post hardcore enjoy a slice of cheesecake and a nice salad.... Im still in utter shock. And while we were in there I saw to people who I had seen in front of the venue a guy that looked like a roadie and some girl that I really didnt care about. Well turns out it was Derek and his GF, and yes I got to meet him too. I cant think of a way to transistion the story to meeting Matt and Travis, but the meetings were awesome. Matt has a "limited edition beard" as in he was going to shave it later (the quotes are seriously his own words) and he tried to steal the sign off a parking meter. Im going to always appreciate the fact that I was shocked he was taller than I am and that he thought it as cool i was so much taller than everyone else! (The exact exchange was "OMG finally someone taller than me!!" "Yeah, Im taller than most people, but you are really tall, its cool to be tall" cue me fainting inside my head) and my amazing meeting with Traivs were my totally cool best friend Chu had to slap me around a few times so not to hyperventialte. I got a hug and he tried to catch my reciept that fell outta my pocket (lets all say *awwww*) plus he signed a dollar bill that I wont ever use. Then as I was getting my picture taken with him he blew a kiss in MY EAR!!!!! now here is my time for girly fannish squeling. Sonny shwoed upa few times more but seemed to think that a hood would stop alot of people from talking to him, where Matt got in trouble from mall security for having a hood on. Anyways that really all I wanted to say. I saw Brandon Saller from atreyu, all the guys in Chiodos (but got to shy to give Craig Owens the book I bought him) and the singer from ETID. I wrote down all the songs FFTL played here to (theyre nbot in order other than the 1st and last songs): Mothersound, The Levy, .. And We All Have A Hell, Ride The Wings Of Pestilence, Not To Self, Kiss Me Im Cotaigous (Travis sang this and Sonny played guitar), Shame Shame, The Latest Plague.
I dont remember all teh songs Chiodos played but thery were really good live. Sadly, they jsut couldnt stand up to Sonny's awesomly sexy stripper moves or guitar playing skills. Oh yeah and
SONNY MOORE GRABBED MY ASS WHEN I HUGGED HIM!!!!! HELLS YES!!!!!!!

I think I fell out of love with life

kymeeee — 2006-10-13T06:20:12Z

For some reason it seems right to say that. Everything I thought I had in love was a lie. I wanted to be this good person but I cant be. I make to many stupid choices trying to go after what I want or just being there at the wrong time it seems. I know Im rambling on, but what does it mean when the one person you thought was absloutely perfect for you just uses you and drops you to on the curb? I mean not jsut metaphorically but just plain drops you off on the curb?? I thought I was in love, and so many people were agreeing with me! Now Im left with an emptiness I cant begin to explain. I keep trying to fill it with hope and listless dreaming, hoping that maybe something will change. Silence seems to echo in my ears, lost words from that night palying over and over. I wish it would stop